YOLO: Are We Supposed to be Happy About It?

The idea of yolo is honestly terrifying, even more if you know well that no one can control your life, not your mom, dad, gramma, kids, teachers, besties, followers, customers, bosses, it's no one but your ownself. I wanna feel every single feeling ever happen on earth. Pain and hurt, regret, fear, confidence, love, victory, revenge, gratitude, lose, shy, fail, desperate, and so on. I wanna fall to know how to get up, but it's just I'm too scared to feel all of it bcs you finally can't blame someone else anymore. You stand for your own decision and having such that big control is exciting yet terrifying thing to me........