My Besties

So guys, it's my confession wkw. Happy reading!
I've been with yall for around three years right? Quite long for me, and to be honest, after knowing both of your problems about friendship, I began to realize how lucky I was in my previous school time. I'm so sad that I have no chance to meet you all way earlier because I truly believe that each one of you really deserves to be understood. Therefore, I always try my best to be a good listener for you whenever you need it. It's not perfect tho, I know, and I also realized that I've shared only a little bit of me to you all. Idk, maybe it's my real personality on the ambivert side, maybe I'm afraid that you'll see me as a freak or boring human being because I know that once I talk, it's difficult to make me stop. Lol.

You guys gave me a complete and complex mixture of personality group. There's the snobbish one, the cleanliness-is-number-one one, the hardly pessimistic procrastinator, the most naive and adorable (or not) one, and even the cannot-sleep-before-Subuh (aka me).

But even our most closest one is vary. In my view, i'm not rly close (but it's not far too obviously) to Bakyu, Bakyu to Me, Meli to Risa, Risa to Meli, and Nanda to Meli. I know that there's a huge chance that i'm wrong but well it's rly just an opinion wkw no offense gan:v
I'm rly proud that i can be one of the participant in your life, also be grateful because Allah allowed me to have such a colourful highschool time with all four of you. If no one ever told you this, lemme be the first one who did. You matter. No matter how the society, your parents, your teachers and lecturers said, you still matter A LOT to me, to us. I have such a big interest in human mind and behaviour, and by that, I'm really sick of the norm and anything that the society has invented. You may also think that i'm overacting, weird and stuff, but whats weird to me is the fact that we actually live in a condition where expressing love considered as a weird act.

We can still possibly meet each other later, i know. But it wouldn't be the same. You'll meet people, busy by college things, and grown up. And so, thanks for letting me sneak into your life. Daisuki dayo.
Ps: don't be scared to curhat to me eventhough I'm already in the west world wkw.
Je t'aime. Saranghaeyo. Ti amo. Uhibbuki.